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You know when you just have to accept that something not so great is going to happen but then it doesn't happen? It's a nice feeling I was dreading Mr M listening to my music composition- the lyrics were quite personal and most of it was composed in a room full of noisy yr 8s (I don't even know how they expected us to concentrate) but he actually really liked it Which made me kinda relieved and happy at the same time And now that we're doing more exam practise, I feel a little more confident that I'm not going to fail completely, as I have a bit more of an idea what I'm doing, instead of just ticking random boxes like I did in the past two mocks XD In fact, I'll be kinda sad to give up music at the end of this year, as it's actually a lesson where I don't stare at the clock and will it to go faster, which happens a lot in other subjects like science :') But hey, I'm probably going to be doing composition for my 50 hours of IB creative service, so it's not like I'll never do stuff like this agains :')

On a random other note, we got to try out the tiered seating in the hall today (or as Mrs Chapman calls it, the 'auditorium'). We seem to be copying everything that KEGs does but still, it was exciting times XD

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Today was slightly strange... XD I was trying to clip my hair using the reflection of a window when this teacher who I've never spoken to comes up right behind me and says
'You look lovely! And besides, there are no boys in there anyway' whilst pointing through the window, before starting  a whole random conversation with me and Tash whilst we were trying to decide what room we were in. I stopped to check, and then Tash tripped over my feet and Dr Crane almost did as well and that was slightly embarrassing XD

And then I got told off in music  for saying 'like' too much when answering a question. Like he's meant to be judging my English and not my musical knowledge XD XD

Listening to 'Permanent marker' by Taylor Swift when I'm meant to be preparing what I'm writing in geography controlled assessment tomorrow. It's such a cute song- she writes it about the girl who broke her brother's heart and how she ripped this girl's picture up :') It's kinda disappointing though, how Taylor Swift's most recent songs that will be released on her Red album are going more pop-song like and less meaningful Oh well :') Will still buy it

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So yesterday I went to my friend's parents' anniversary party. But  there was so many people that mostly all the teenagers hung out together. I guess it was like an introduction into proper parties... like everyone my age and younger was drinking so much alcohol, literally about 10 bottles of cider/beer/rum each, getting drunk, swearing at boys, revealing crushes (some on teachers- I swear everyone has a crush on Mr Wilkes?), b!tching about people and it was kinda crazy. I was also actually kinda surprised to see people who were there from school, in my form, smoking. Idk... I know people do it at our age but I thought our school was like idk, a bit more sensible XD Oh yeah, and they were offering the cigarette to me and my Dad had come to pick me up, but 'cos it was dark where we were, I didn't see he was there, so that was kinda awkward, but hey. XD

Other than that, my weekend's been pretty normal. Apart from that my Mum managed to crash her car into a wooden post thing, breaking it and crumpling the back of her car whilst picking my brother up from another party XD Which was kinda funny, but not for her :')

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I deleted all my old journal entries because... idk. Some were boring, others embarrassing so it just seemed best get rid of them all XD

School tomorrow :') It'll be good to see friends again, some that I didn't manage to meet up with over Summer, but it'll be kinda depressing to sit through boring lessons knowing I have to listen if I have any chance of passing GCSEs at the end of the year XD

Debating whether to redo C1. Is anyone else thinking about it? It wasn't a terrible mark but yeah. Back to do more hw that I left to the last minute XD